I fought with the yarn, and the yarn won.

Last night I decided to pick up my Adamas shawl for the first time in a while. The last time I had worked on it the yarn had ripped and I'd had to rip back to my one and only lifeline and then pick the stitches back up. Apparently I didn't do that right. I tried to work the row a couple times and it just didn't work. So I just ripped back the whole damn thing. I almost cried. And then I ended up with a knot I couldn't pick out so I broke the yarn again. I really almost cried.

Now I have to decide whether I'm going to try with the same shawl again or if I'm going to try a different shawl.

I am sad.